You know at times it seems like the world hates me.

People suck sometimes

There are thoses bad days you know, it sucks. when it seems like everyon hates you and the guy you like likes your friend and the friend you want to talk to doesn't wnat to talk to you. And everyone just sees everything bad in you and never notice when yopu do something right. I HATE IT.  Everyone just sucks today. Friends are intrestin people. spmetimes i wonder if they ever think about anyone other than themselves. Then there is family even worsee. Siblings always fight, never have anything in common, no one in your house ever understands you, they don't know. They go and hang out with friend that like things they do. Guys suck cuz they are so clueless, they think they re suddel when they are not, they think everything is alrifght when it is not.

sorry bad day.

The World Of Lies

Sometimes you just can’t pretend anymore

You think “why I’m I hiding it for?”

There comes a point when you have to be true to your feelings

And learn that it helps for the process of healing,

But it’s really hard when no one understands

When there is no one there to hold your hand,

But how can they understand why

They don’t know the pain of a lie

They haven’t lived what you lived

They haven’t seen what you’ve seen.

But it’s so hard to just play along and pretend

At one point the lies must all come to an end

It may hurt someone but what can you do

You have to be true to you

You’re Not the Victim

I guess it all depends on what you consider a friend,

I guess all good things must come to an end,

I try to be considerate but you make it hard

You build these walls, never letting down your guard,

I hate the way you look at me, As if it’s me who did what’s wrong

God forbid you really see, it’s only you and no one else

As if I’m out to tell the world your secret

Perhaps it’s that you’re just lost,

Its okay I guess to grow apart,

I thought you ‘d opened up your heart

I no longer know who you are

Everything I thought you were has disappeared

I only see what a fake façade

That tricked me into thinking you were what you appeared

I see the lies that have became you and despise you for them

This is who you are now; to this life you are condemned

But it’s okay because I can pretend too

I can do things for myself like you

You are what you despise in others ironic isn’t it?

Is this the way you like it?

Don’t worry; your secret is safe with me

I won’t show them what they can’t see

 hows life?whats life? what is my purpose? i wonder.

Today is a day full of promise and hope.